Hope

Hope

Monday, October 23, 2017

Love Lost, Love Found

Well, this is my blog and I am always completely honest on it.  So here it goes.

Let's talk about Love Found first.  My cousin, John Allen Mixon, married his college sweetheart, Callie Johnson this past weekend.  I was so honored to be able to attend.  The wedding was absolutely beautiful and so well planned  They found love quite some time ago and I couldn't be happier for my younger cousin.  I just wish my Uncle Jerry (his father) had been able to attend, but I believe he watched from heaven.  I've added some pictures below, they are absolutely beautiful.  I also never get to see my family from Atlanta, and was blessed to see them.

I went to the rehearsal dinner and wedding alone though.  That is part of my Love Lost.  After the hurricane, Brent and I decided to separate.  We are going in different directions.  I still love both him and Livi, but it became apparent we could no longer live together.  We are both okay with this.  We just have different priorities in life.  I know that this will be better in the long run.   Brent is a wonderful man and deserves so much.   I haven't been single since like 7th grade.  And I have so much going on in my life, it's not normal and really hard for people to understand my emotional roller coaster.  I just hope Karley and Livi will always be there for each other when they need it, I will always be here for Livi and Brent if they need it.

So, don't worry about me, I'm doing good, except financially.....ugh.  I debated a while about writing about our separation but I figured, this is my life.  A lot of us go through it.  We just have to keep going.

Thank you for all of your continuous prayers and please pray for Kelly and Nicole, some of my LC besties.  This is a tough disease, but these are tough women.  Especially with God on our side.

God bless you all!

Enjoy the pics!
























I think another hurricane was coming through....





5 comments:

  1. Sorry glad that it seems like you will still be friends. Living with lung cancer is no picnic. Been praying for Kelly and Nicole and adding you on to the list! Continue keeping the faith and were all here when you need to vent!

    ReplyDelete
  2. So well written and these pictures are terrific! You may have another calling. I love you , sweet Samantha❤️...cousin Lori

    ReplyDelete
  3. As a sign of gratitude for how my wife was saved from CANCER, i decided to reach out to those still suffering from this.
    My wife suffered cancer in the year 2013 and it was really tough and heartbreaking for me because she was my all and the symptoms were terrible, she always complain of abnormal vaginal bleeding, and she always have pain during sexual intercourse. . we tried various therapies prescribed by our neurologist but none could cure her. I searched for a cure and i saw a testimony by someone who was cured and so many other with similar body problem, and he left the contact of the doctor who had the cure to cancer . I never imagined cancer. has a natural cure not until i contacted him and he assured me my wife will be fine. I got the herbal medication he recommended and my wife used it and in one months time she was fully okay even up till this moment she is so full of life. cancer. has a cure and it is a herbal cure contact the doctor for more info on drwilliams098675@gmail.com on how to get the medication. Thanks for reading my testimony.

    ReplyDelete
  4. ALL THANKS TO DR WILLIAMS WITH HIS HERBAL PORTION I WAS COMPLETELY CURED FROM BREAST CANCER.
    I'm here again to appreciate. DR WILLIAMS God will always continue to bless you more abundantly, for the good works you done in my life, I will always keep on writing good and posting my testimonies about you on the Internet, I’m Jessica from Orlando, Florida. I was tested breast cancer positive, I saw a blog on how DR WILLIAMS cured people with his herbal portion, i did not believe in natural medicine but i just decided to give him a try, I contacted him,and explain my situation to him,few day later he sent me the herb, after taking doc Williams herbal medicine for few week i also got my healing with his herbal portion, i am so happy. If you have any type of cancer problem ,you can contact him on Drwilliams098675@gmail.com for advice and for his product,i hope this testimony also help some one out there .

    ReplyDelete
  5. ALL THANKS TO DR WILLIAMS WITH HIS HERB MY WIFE WAS COMPLETELY CURED FROM BREAST CANCER .
    Is my pleasure to comment on this site and i thank the admin of this site for his/her great work so far.one of the happiest moment in my life was when the doctor confirm that my wife is been free from this illness. this awesome moments makes me the happiest man on earth, I really don't know how to thank DR WILLIAMS for helping my wife get cured for over how many year of suffering from breast cancer. i came across DR Williams contact through a headline news on internet about how DR Williams help a woman to get cured of her colon cancer and so many other with similar body problem ,i contacted him and he told me how to get his herb,few day later he sent me the herbal portion which my wife take every morning for 28 days, and his medicine was able to cure her completely from breast cancer. and now she very mush okay without any side effects whatsoever, If you have any form of cancer, you can always contact him on his email address drwilliams098675@gmail.com for advice and for his product.

    ReplyDelete