Thursday, July 2, 2015
Reason 57 Cancer Sucks
I totally made that reason number up. There are so many reasons, I can't even list them all. One of the hardest is losing friends. You get sick. You find a friend(s) you may have known forever that end up with cancer too. You form a bond. Not a bar hopping bond, but a bond of faith and love. A bond where you share your fears, hopes, dreams, and anxieties that a lot of people don't understand. Many of us younger cancer fighters fear being unable to watch our children grow up. We trust in God to take care of them, but we don't want to miss it. It doesn't seem fair. But it happens.
It is gut wrenching to lose these friends. It's like losing a piece of your heart that can't be replaced. Yet, it's just another symptom of cancer. Yes, it's a symptom, it's a heartache that shakes you to the core. It's contagious too. It spreads to your family and your friends family, who is suffering immensely. It's always hardest for the ones left behind. And it hits so close to home for your family.
I will never give up praying for a miracle. But, it's a tough fight. Sometimes we get tired and can't fight anymore. I am praying for you my friend. And thank you for being here for so long to share your journey with me. I will always love you.
I hope this blog made sense. I've taken some anxiety meds so you never know. Thank you all for your continuous prayers. And please pray very hard for Gretchen Mitchell Anderson and her friends and family as well as Carmen Frye and Brad Graves and their friends and family. I'm so blessed to have been able to get to know Gretchen and Carmen so well. They have made such a lasting impact on my life through their relentless faith and fighting spirit. God bless you all.
2 Timothy 4:7
"I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, and I have kept the faith."